Life can sure throw curve balls at you.  I am at that point where I feel I might break.  Deep down inside I am a mess.  A puddle of mush.  On the outside… you might think my life was perfect.  I don’t normally focus on the negative stuff.  I try to always think positive.  Because quit frankly I KNOW that IT COULD BE SO MUCH WORSE!!!!  I am a firm believer of that so I thank my lucky stars every single day.  I just feel the need to vent at the moment because for me, it makes me feel better.  My entire family is sick.  With different strains of the flu.  I have a sinus infection and this is not fun!!!  And in the mist of it all, my teenager… yes the little angel I speak of all the time… is giving me trouble.  I knew it would come sooner or later but it’s finally here.  The rebellion.  The I-don’t-ever-do-anything-wrong kid has finally done wrong.  I won’t go into detail about what he did because that would just be focusing on the negative… but my heart is broken at the moment.  I have asked God to give me the strength to get through this.  I know he will give it to me.  I know this is not the end of my heartbreaks with my son.  He is a great kid.  I know this.  We all make mistakes and we learn from them.  I really do hope he learned his.  I am not perfect world.  I have done my fair share of wrong.  But when your baby does it.  Wow.  It hurts.  I would like to say MOM I am sorry for everything I ever did that hurt you.  I now know how it feels to be disappointed.  Oh life.  It sure does know how to throw curve balls at you.  Next time around I will be ready.  Ready to swing at it with all my might.

Speaking of curve balls… here is a sneak peak of the shoot I did with the Diamondbacks @ The Boys & Girls Club